There is so much going on on a day-to-day basis ASIDE from all the preparations for baby. So glad that life carries on and someday all this ‘stuff’ will get taken care of and will one day be a part of our past. Stuff like this always comes up at the most inopportune times (Like when a baby is on the way) but I am learning to smile through it and trust in God who is much bigger than it all.
I cant let life’s stresses pull me into a sad, scared trance. I have been there before and it is a void, lonely place. I refuse to go back! There is such a huge blessing on the way and I will not let anything ruin the joy or precious moments ahead for me and my family! I will do what I can and try my darnedest to let go of the rest. That is the only way I will be able to enjoy this life. And a beautiful life it is I might add. God has truly blessed me and my family! He wants me to lay all my struggles at his feet because he didn’t create me to be sad and scared but strong and mighty in Him. A little deep? Probably… I feel the need to shout it out to scare away everything and anything trying to ruin this joy! I will not be made a captive of fear. I will continue to fight for what is rightfully mine. A life filled with Christ and all the joy and love that comes with Him. Praise God I am not in this life alone!!!
My Beautiful Life